She woke up with a heavy feeling inside her, probably because she cried a lot the night before. She gets up, goes to bathroom and washes her face. She can’t stand looking at herself on the mirror, and so she went back to her room immediately. She opened her laptop and realized it was already past lunch time. She suddenly feels hungry but she chose not to eat anything, since she doesn’t feel like eating anything would make her feel better. She knows she has things to do… but feels like there’s nothing she could do for the day. She was paralyzed by what she thought of the night before.

She decided to write. She wrote those things that she was thinking about. She stops.

She cries

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